This is what I need to hear constantly, or so I tend to think: let your heart go. I look at my circumstances and think about how they play out in the future. Even the current physical issue – why is it still here? My age – will I see the creations my heart desires? It seems I am constantly being attentive to thoughts I would rather not have, concerns I would rather not watch; it’s as if I am missing the joy of being with You by expecting our relationship to deal with all of the things I occupy myself with – how much better to let it all go.
I believe I am coming into some awareness that all of my various circumstances, whether in thought or presence, are becoming less important to the task, and joy, of just being with You. There’s a part of me that seeks relief in all things, yet I know that in Your presence is all my heart desires – and that circumstances will take care of themselves in the best way possible: for they are in Your care; I have let go of them.
I have let go of the financial issues, the physical, the emotional concerns over any poor decisions and the failures of the past – all have merged into a place that I no longer visit. For the place I would always dwell is here with You – the place of all great possibility: for healing, prosperity, an unending future. My heart has found the joy is has searched for through all of my circumstances.
I know of the difficulty you have had in the discovery of My movement within your life – how you would wish to see Me deal sooner with all the issues of your life – whether physical, financial, relational, and emotional. You believe there to be an answer to each, and that I would move in a way to resolve them much as you think I should.
But you have also seen the difficulty in the resolution of these things, especially as they concern your beliefs of creation – how can you create wholeness in these areas yourself? It’s as if you want the responsibility to fix what you believe needs fixing, to do this on your own without My involvement. Is this why you desire to create? You are just substituting your creative ability alone for My presence in your life. I think you know that will not work.
Yet you also see that in this struggle – to see what you would want in your life – that I am still with you, that I speak with you, that I share your thoughts and heart. It is not a judgment of you, nor your ways, for I see your desire to walk with Me in faith and trust, to allow Me to move in your circumstances as I judge that best to happen. It is difficult to give up the ways you have walked in the past; they are so ingrained you are unaware of their working.
But now you see this – and now it can change. Begin to watch your circumstances move now, and your thoughts toward them. See if they do not move in a direction because that is what we, together, would see.
You are hearing more of letting go of all, and now watching for the possibilities of change coming, even though you have to deal with circumstances every day. Your heart is now in expectation, as it should be. For indeed I shall move upon your life, that it would express all that it is in Me: all the light, beauty, the fullness of all that it is, and will be, in Me.
It is this expectation that I move in, which opens the greatest of possibilities for all of your circumstances to change. This is My greatest joy for you: to bring about in your life all I envisioned for it; only remain here and be free to watch what unfolds.
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